What a Week..

So this week hasn't really been the greatest. It coulda been worse but it coulda been a looooot better too. It's a lot to explain but its over now so I'm not thinking about it too much.

I wrote this long email to my dad explaining everything and how I feel as though he's never happy.

I got to see my nephew but then I guess he got mad at Ray because he messed up a lie to his mom. I don't know because I wasn't involved. I just hope he aint mad at me.

My cousin came up (from Holland to Ohio on his way home he passed through us) to visit on his way back. That was totally awesome. Then his car just died (kinda) so he stayed the night with us (which was fine).

Ray's always working.

I need to have sex cause now this whole it hurts thing is just pissing me off.

I haven't been to the "family" places I wanted to go this summer yet because fam keeps saying we'll talk about it and so on.

I leave for school in two weeks. Excited but petrified.

I'm going back on anti depressants temporarily until I get used to school and such....AHHH!@H!H

Sometimes you just need to scream.

Hanging with my bestie tomorrow..WOO i love her <3

Jen.L.<3