When I Grow Up

I've come to the conclusion that no one reads this but me. I have one follower and that's my cousin (Hey Cassie). Anyway, just something to say.

So, I move away to school in...I think less than three weeks. True, I will only be an hour away but still, an hour away isn't like being here. I feel myself getting teary thinking about it. Don't get me wrong, I'm excited but I'm scared as all hell too. So much to worry about and it makes me think that I'm going to start with the anxiety again. Speaking of that, I found out who my roommate is. She is a junior and she seems ultra cool. She likes Monty Python, Star Wars, and she even went to a Harry Potter movie premiere. The thing is tho, I don't mind her being a Junior but I feel like she doesn't really care about being friends or not. She went through the whole being a freshman thing and making new friends but I haven't yet and I'm excited about having a roommate like her but it seems as though she is passed that...I don't know. There's no way you can pick up a reading on someone from messaging each other on the computer. I just really want to be friends with her and all but I feel like such a lame kid for getting all giddy and cus (yea I'm doing the cus thing from Fantastic Mr. Fox...Great MOVIE!). Anyway, yea I just don't know. Because she's not a freshman, she moves in the day after me. I guess I have to wait until then to see what happens.

I never thought I would ever get to this point in my life. I'm going to COLLEGE. I truly feel like I'll be back in high school in the fall. People always ask you what do you want to do when you grow up and now the time is here to act on it. Just yesterday I sware my grandparents died. I sware I was just entering middle school. Just entering high school. Just turning 16. Now, its my last month of summer Vacation and I'll be moving into my dorm in three weeks...where did the time go?

Jen.L.<3