A Concentration of..........

So yea, I haven't been on here a lot but there has been a lot goin on I guess you could say. I kinda don't really know who I am anymore. Well, only a few more months of high school and then three months of summer and off to school. Guess where I'll be going? MSU. That's a big accomplishment for me, I never really thought I would. I guess then I can some what start over but to be honest, I don't know when or if I'll be happy. Everything keeps spiraling out of my hands and I don't think I have the strength to deal with it. My boyfriend and I keep fighting about stupid stuff and I feel like we are so close to breaking up. A friend, someone that I thought was a friend, for many years, that i missed so much has turned into the biggest most arrogant jerk alive. Well, you get my point. So there's that, finals are this week, NHS Tutoring needs to get done and I just dk how I'ma do it all :( There is more to say but i don't know how right now so I'll try again l8r.