Monday, January 25, 2010

Do You Remember?

Ok so yea i'm over W but the problem is, i'll never forget him and the things he did for me and who he was to me. I don't have those feelings for him entirely anymore but, some part of my heart will always love him. This is for him, even though he'll never read it. He is a jerk, and i don't wanna boost his already extremely high ego but the old him was good memories. Idk wtf now.

Do you remember eight years ago when we first me?
We became friends so quickly, I don't even remember how.
Back in fourth grade, things were so much simpler.
Today we barely talk and when we do, it's not the same.
Do you remember eight years ago when we laughed all the time?
Messing around in class, getting along just fine.
Hitting each other like lil kids do.
Do you remember when you played basketball?
You would give me your chain while you played.
At first I would just hold it, then I started wearing it.
It was so nice knowing you trusted me.
Do you remember how close we were?
I thought it was something that would never end
You were the best friend I could have,
Somehow I changed in your eyes, I don't know why.
Do you remember when I broke my ankle?
I was chaising you but I NEVER blamed you for it,
You didn't talk to anyone until I got back,
But you didn't think I ever knew that
Do you remember the laughs and smiles we shared?
You probably don't but i'll never forget.
Those letters I wrote,
the things I said,
all those things I meant.
You're not the same anymore,
I barely know you now,
The ******* I knew is long gone,
But I remember all those things,
giving you a picture, a letter, christmas gifts, valentines
Maybe its not anything important to you
I still wonder,
Do you? Or is it just stuck in my mind.

Yea, I don't like this poem too much lol its ok though at least all my thoughts are out.

Midnight,

J.L.

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